A Friday what has started out as a Monday.

I just found myself forced to do something that has very literally nauseated me because it's so far outside how I normally do things. Frankly, friends and neighbors, I find myself wondering more and more often why I bother.

We're living in a time ruled by Mars. Dissent is ridiculed, only the supposed glories of war matter, and charity is scorned. I'm sitting here at my computer right now fighting collapsing into tears because it's just so damned hard.