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docwebster) wrote2006-05-31 07:14 am
docwebster) wrote2006-05-31 07:14 am
It's over.
Ranada's met somebody else. We're still going to be good buds and roomies. Not like I have a lot of choice - the station isn't making enough money for me to make it on my own yet and my physical problems have me in pain even when I do something so simple even as taking garbage down to the curb.
We've been precious little other than roomies who have sex every once in a while for a long time now, anyway, so this isn't a total shock. But even knowing down deep that it was coming, I can't help but have this feeling of "Mind that bus, what bus, splat" (and yes, bun, that was taken from Red Dwarf).
Yes, we've "broken up" before. But I think this time - it just feels like she means it, you know? I feel in here like she means it.
Now what the fuck do I do?
We've been precious little other than roomies who have sex every once in a while for a long time now, anyway, so this isn't a total shock. But even knowing down deep that it was coming, I can't help but have this feeling of "Mind that bus, what bus, splat" (and yes, bun, that was taken from Red Dwarf).
Yes, we've "broken up" before. But I think this time - it just feels like she means it, you know? I feel in here like she means it.
Now what the fuck do I do?
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I know what it's like to be best friends & practically roomates with the one you love with occasional sex (typically)... I went through that in my marriage.
I know this is painful & hard as hell... I wish I could make it all better...
Just remember, you are loved & that I am here for you in any way that I am able...
*Even more love & hugs*
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