It's over.

[docwebster]

Ranada's met somebody else. We're still going to be good buds and roomies. Not like I have a lot of choice - the station isn't making enough money for me to make it on my own yet and my physical problems have me in pain even when I do something so simple even as taking garbage down to the curb.

We've been precious little other than roomies who have sex every once in a while for a long time now, anyway, so this isn't a total shock. But even knowing down deep that it was coming, I can't help but have this feeling of "Mind that bus, what bus, splat" (and yes, bun, that was taken from Red Dwarf).

Yes, we've "broken up" before. But I think this time - it just feels like she means it, you know? I feel in here like she means it.

Now what the fuck do I do?

Comments

[wylddelirium.livejournal.com]

You take some time, and remember that mourning a relationship is normal and necessary processing before you try to go back to ye olde routine.

You remember that you have a lot of friends who love and respect you, and will be there for you when you need.

You take extra special care of yourself over the next few weeks, allowing emotions to ebb and floe as they will, and do nice things for yourself when you start to feel down.