It's over.

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Ranada's met somebody else. We're still going to be good buds and roomies. Not like I have a lot of choice - the station isn't making enough money for me to make it on my own yet and my physical problems have me in pain even when I do something so simple even as taking garbage down to the curb.

We've been precious little other than roomies who have sex every once in a while for a long time now, anyway, so this isn't a total shock. But even knowing down deep that it was coming, I can't help but have this feeling of "Mind that bus, what bus, splat" (and yes, bun, that was taken from Red Dwarf).

Yes, we've "broken up" before. But I think this time - it just feels like she means it, you know? I feel in here like she means it.

Now what the fuck do I do?

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Take the best care of yourself that you can.

Bear in mind that even us lurkers out here hold you in esteem.

Can't think of much to say besides that. It's not a fun place to be.

(Says the chap who was roomies with his ex for nearly two years.)