Objects in the rear view mirror

[docwebster]

A year ago this morning I was sitting in the living room on Azalea waiting for the city to arrive to throw us out. I keep remembering everything that happened, how it all felt. I was so damn tired, so numb. I hadn't slept, for obvious reasons, and I kept having this weird sensation all day long that I was operating my body by remote control, not actually physically present. I remember feeling so cut off because I wasn't going to be able to connect with you people for days on end and that was making it far, far worse.

There's so much I want to say right now but I don't have words to fit to what I'm wanting to express. I'm just having a really, really hard time of it right now.

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[docwebster.livejournal.com]

Hon, I'm going to do what I always do on the weekends - play good music for the people, drink good coffee, and give good conversation. It's the best medicine I know of with my clothes on. As to the other, well, that ain't happened in three years and shows zero signs of happening again anytime soon so I kinda got stick with what works.
It actually works pretty damn well.

Ironically, one of the things that got left behind was a talking statuette of Eric. Kind of symbolic, I suppose.